RECORD OF AWAKENINGS

NOVEMBER 1, 2025

I feel so incredibly disconnected... I find myself looking around and growing disorionated and lost, not knowing which path I took that led me to this life. Reality often shifts, leaving me conflicted. I can't keep up anymore. why does it have to be this way? i ask… but i know that the answer to that question is that, it just has to be this way.

OCTOBER 2, 2025

Things seem to have been veering off course. They’re slipping. I catch myself hearing the sounds of cans popping, when they are none in my room, and how that key seemingly vanished from my palm, how the curtain is slowly being lifted. The narrative is slipping.